Oh boy, Tuesday will make or break my grades. Because I’ve been slaking extremely hard this semester I’m in no postion to fail these finals. If I’m able to pass them I might be able to pull off at least a C. Gotta study hard!!
Every time I have school work due on a certain date I do everything but that school work. For example, I have a coding assignment that was due today but due to me (and a bunch of other students in the class) not understanding how to do the freaking code I didn’t get it done, didn’t help that I waited till the last minute to do it. So instead of trying to get it done as soon as possible(ideally tomorrow since its -10% every day its late) I’m here surfing the web & catching up on thesurvivor2299 website(please be real). Even happens with exams as well, I know I should study but I never do, instead I watch tv or some other pointless shit that can wait till I finished my test, which leads to me failing the test. Cause of this I’m having an awful first semester at Brooklyn College, and I’m ashamed of it as well, its not like I’m a full time worker, hell, I’m only taking two classes this semester and I’m STILL failing. I know I can do better, in my other college I was a pretty good student, above average, and I took like 5-6 classes every semester. I’m not expecting a 4 year school to be the same as a 2 year but for god’s sake I shouldn’t be doing this bad. Really gotta get my shit together, especially now since I’m paying for school.